It has been a miraculous journey since November 2007, beginning with me receiving an unconditional offer from a world-class university to pursue doctoral studies. Next came an unexpected opportunity to work in the area that I intend to pursue one month later. Who can ask for a better foundational preparation. Following that, the miracle continued with the unplanned and unanticipated offer of a fellowship, which technically I didn't apply. How could I not said this is a miracle where God has arranged everything for me.
Everything was shaping up smoothly towards my departure. Then came the setback three weeks before my scheduled departure. I was downed with leg pain, which was due to some problem in my back. I was technically bedridden for 2 weeks and this greatly jeopardise my preparation. Furthermore, I was even admitted to hospital for 2 days.
Now, although the pain has been drastically reduced, walking continue to be a painful act to do. I have postponed my depature for a week and now eagerly praying and hoping that I could walk painlessly this Sunday when I depart for this miraculous journey.
There has been thoughts in me, urging me to look forward to the challenge and excitement of the doctoral studies; yet another part of me struggled with the fear to go ahead with the journey bearing the pain in walking and venture in the unknown.
It has been a miracle so far. No doubt about it! My only prayer now is for God to grant me more faith in Him to continue the journey or seek His wisdom if the plan is for me to delay or defer the studies.
Lord, I give thanks for the miracle plan You have placed in my life. I seek Your guidance whether to continue the journey or delay it for me to fully recover. You are the God that guides as well as the God that heals. I commit into Your hands this decision and the subsequent challenges ahead. Thank you. Amen.
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